by Anonymous...

her beauty hunts me every night,
her hand i want to hold real tight,
her face becomes my light,
i wonder if my love for her is alright....

hindrances are in every corner,
circumstances tries to keep me away from her,
my love for you is forever,
my only wish is for us to be together.

each night i sleep,
within my head the thought of you slowly creeps.
each time i look at your eyes they enchant me,
i just hope my love for you i can let you see....

i fight the thought of me destined to never have you,
even though those thoughts are true,
i know i can never have you,
but i just want you to know that my love for you will be forever true....

Stubborn love

but what is love?
love is something most people wants to have.
love is giving your all.
mind, body and for some... soul.

i have once loved,
i loved a girl i know i can never have.
i'm such a fool cause i know i can't have her.
i'm so stubborn because i still love her.

i know i can't have her but i'm still coming,
thinking it would change something.
i know all my efforts were futile,
but still i'm wishing for her love even for just a while.

isn't love a weird one?
i can't have her but still i'm not stopping for anyone....
such a foolish heart i have.
don't know why but it is still you that it loves.

i know i can never have you
no matter what i do.
still, i'll forever love you
don't know why it's just something my heart tells me to do....

HOsTagE

When can i escape from this darkness?
When can i break free from this bondage?
When can i stop this loneliness?
Sin has taken me hostage.

Tears of pain rolls down from my eyes,
sadness taking over me.
All hope slowly dies,
the light i can barely see.

Death knocks on my door,
grip of the abyss slowly takes my breath away.
Sadness so cold freezing the soul's core,
it just won't go away.

Shackled and torn apart,
tired of this so-called life.
Looking for a fresh start.
Finding the strength to strive.

Struggling from this bondage,
seeking a helping hand.
Will i be forever locked in a cage?
When can i escape from this forsaken land?

Tired from all this misery,
i just want this to end.
I just want to be set free.
When will this life end?

memento mori

Life is a one way trip
After that you fall in a sleep so deep
A deep sleep no man can avoid
A sleep where you fall in a dark void.

Death is experienced by every man
Death comes and excludes no one
Each of our lives will come to an end
We live only once, then our body, to the ground will descend

Six feet below we will lie
For us, time will stop the moment we die
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Eternity depends on our actions past

Man will spend eternity either in heaven or hell
A place with golden streets or a place worse than prison cell
A place where angels sleep or a place where devils lay
A place of peace or a place where darkness stays

Eternity depends on your actions today
Our actions will decide where we will stay
Death isn't the end of man's story
Death is only the beginning of everyone's eternity
So live life with care and....
Memento Mori.

aLonE

All alone, lying still.
The abyss slowly engulfs me.
My heart turning to ice, my emotions
dying out.
The world turning against me,
I against the world.
Alone and wounded,
my tears drying up,
my soul dying out.
Sorrow beckons me,
and as i close my eyes,
before that final breath...
"will someone miss me?"
the thought came to my head.
And as i take my final gasp of air,
an answer from darkness came:
"no."

Fade

The sun slowly goes down,
sky turning orange, purple,
and then finally black.
Alone in a corner,
broken and unrepairable.
Thinking of memories i have with you,
just thinking of you.
Sadness slowly creeps by,
emptiness taking over me,
sensing no help,
i slowly disappear....

Torn

As the night cripples my body,
As the moon shines on the dark, night sky.
As dry leaves make sounds,
as the wind howls in the cold night.
Small drops of blood fall from my torn heart.
The pain disappears along with
the emotions I had felt once before.
As the clouds cover the moon above,
as all light vanishes,
i am left alone,
crippled,
and torn.