One-Sided Love

Why do i feel like this?
Each time our eyes meet,
my heart rapidly beats faster.
Butterflies fluttering within me.

Nausea slowly creeps in,
with each step my head feels lighter.
Feels like I'm stepping on clouds.
Each step directed towards you.

The curve of your lips
each time you smile so sweetly,
it's warmth melts my once frozen heart,
just like in January thaw.

The look of your eyes,
burning into my mind.
Trying to forget about them is futile,
my mind is captivated.

You ensnared my heart
with chains that forever binds.
You hold the key that opens the lock,
I am yours.

But I can't ask you to stay with me,
maybe because happiness can't be
found in me.... I have no gift
with making others around me happy.

Misery is the only thing
that you can get from me.This melancholy
presence that surrounds me,
may only leave you scarred and wounded.

I tried to stop chasing after you,
and days turned to weeks,
then to years. Finally you found
someone that brings the smile on your face.


Another heart that unites with yours,
another heartbeat that rhymes with
your own. You found love with another one.
But then, why do the tears don't stop falling from my eyes?