Abandoned....

My heart wavers
from pain to melancholy.
Robbed of the opportunity to
experience the bliss life has to
give. Bound by sadness till
kingdom come.
Not knowing what happiness
truly is, I lie here waiting.
Waiting for you to free me,
waiting for you to comfort me.
My eyes turn red from all the tears
I cried. Each tear screaming for
your name. You didn't came.
My heart drowns in confusion,
my love for you falters,
your face slowly being etched away
within me. I feel so numb, yet so hurt.
The question forever remains,
did you not love me?
The question slowly tearing away my
facade. Leaving nothing but a
pitiful creature. Crying from the pain,
numb from all the hurt, dead for eternity....